Clocked 23min for 5km run today. Didnt run for 3 weeks so took my own sweet time to run with Ping Wah. Better don't run too fast or my heart might give way.

Deadline getting tighter and works still not completed. Getting more and more stressed up. Guess my mood will be very bad this 2 weeks.


It's money issue again. Mother in law is asking us to increase her allowance as she complained that the cost of living is getting higher. Sian 1/2. Just when Kennie is getting a pay cut due to the drop in the OT hours and now my in law is asking for an increase.

Was angry with Veona as she doesn't understand her maths work and I have to keep repeating and repeating. Used the ruler to smack her and she ended crying. Was so guilty after seeing it but not wanting to give in, continued applying pressure to her to complete the work. I was feeling very sad after that. Shouldn't I be using the soft approach instead? Why must I always end up scolding or smacking them?